Hell of a reason

 

Punishment is admiration,
Don't admire.
Because of the arrogance,
the need to be humbled.

Because I speak with certainty,
when there is none.

Because I am wishy-washy,
offer no value.
Don't pretend to be stunned.

Because I am narcissistic,
self-involved, ego run,
and deserve abandonment.

Because I am secretly a greedy one
and want the world beneath my thumb.

Because people are so loyal,
yet I dream of treachery.

Because I fantasize about killing,

about being a despot.

Because I can never simply be.

 I ask for more than what I've got.

 I am dirty.

I am worthless.

Tell me.