I unfolded the deck chair.
I could still smell the stench of the landfill.
But I didn't care. I saw this folded deckchair and I took it to the only piece of grass available, there in front of the tall pines.
I sat and then stretched out on it, testing it out to see if I could indeed take it home with me.
The creak of the aluminium bars made me feel uneasy like it was going to collapse.
I ignored it. In fact I ignored a lot of things, I ignored the fact I’d have trouble fitting it into my hatchback.
Or the fact that the sun was slowly moving away and storm clouds seemed to be assembling.
Or even the dead watersnake sitting two meters from me next to a contaminated stream not thirty centimeters wide, and less than an inch deep.
Yes I would ignore all inconvenient truths and take what I could for myself like a kid who snuck into a birthday party he wasn't even invited to.
Filling my pockets with anything out there, like I would fill my hatch back with this deck chair right here. I had the perfect place for it on the southern facing balcony where the slow early autumn sun would keep warm until nightfall.
I spent another 20 minutes ignoring the world in that cute little dell by the landfill.
Then lifted myself up and folded the deckchair back together. It was painted brown like the eighties brown, orange and yellow.
I pushed the seats down in the hatch and fit the deck chair in.
Yep. I said to myself this would be a victory.
As I turned to get into the driver's seat I saw an extremely skinny man with ginger hair staring at me. At first I thought ne might be an old work colleague but there looked to be a sign of disappointment on his face. He seemed to be looking at the deck chair poking partially out of one of the windows.
“That used to be mine,” the man said.
“Oh well I guess you shouldn’t have thrown it out.” I said, not watching my tone.
“Well it was actually my wife.” he said in a sad distant tone.
“Deep down she knew I liked it, used to belong to my great aunt Joyce. Of course she never used it.” He said a tear came to his eye.
“Well I promise to take care of it.” I said looking to comfort the man.
The man said nothing and went walking over to the pines.
As I pulled out of the landfill I noticed him just staring up at those dark evergreen pines.
The first drops of rain started in and the rumble of thunder startled me.
What was he ignoring I said to myself as I drove out.