terça-feira, 11 de agosto de 2026

Secrets of expanding dark

 Darkness falls and folds into itself
The realm of light cringing
The dark doubles over into itself
Light turns it's back

Dark compounds and intensifies
Sewing itself deeper within itself
Light turns up it's nose in disgust
Then darkness expands outward

A shameless blobby blotch spreading
A furious void consuming the exit of light
A thatching dark network layers of blackness
And throughout it, a true sense of nothing

It came to me showed me friendship
When the light turned itself off
Now it's about delving
Understanding the strangeness

Adapting and submerging
Until I too become the void entirely 

Deepening lines of heaven

 Lines scribbled over heaven
Smile deepens slightly
forward offered tucked tightly
given freely

I recieve them
Lines of heaven soothe nerves
surrender curiosity
desert waves heart deserves

Just to observe now
wealth in arousal
flushed from brain down
I grow into the day

Send a form of joy like mail
Tease but don't mock
blond hair in that pony tail
Sports your life

Sneak a smile sign
Noone else saw
It was salty and divine
ready to kiss

But never lips of mine
You are but an invention
Concocted...
from my mind

I don't exist to you
I'm infront, you are blind


When Orcus Rises

 Happy animals
They smile with glee
humm and bark happily
on the rocks above the water

Gossiping together that way
Then singing in unison
Between splashes of waves
the rhythm of the music

Satisfied up on those rocks
their little click on craggy steps
They shimmer in the sun
I can see their skin from the depths

A small group jumps in
I feel urgency in my fins
I brace for impact
collect the mammal 

crunch down and devour through
surface red my jaw feels relief
Soon stomach will too
I don't care for your words

I just want to eat you

Chris knew

 I've come to talk to you about the dilemmas
Unfinished tower
I know I'm going backward
Just to go forwards

You were the one that had both sides
Navigated the drama
Played the fool
Maybe the taste of it still haunts you

Like a neglected construction site
Several hazards before you get in the door
I don't deserve your advice
Because I just blamed you

I just became someone's animal
But there is no solution to give
There is the chaos of life
drink it down

The renovation is waiting

 The dead end
The sad smile
the sleepless night
hands fold into each other

Think about the things never built
The things on pause
Just routine to sustain
the rest undone

unsigned way of life
unknown path
With dead ends and sad smiles
with comfort and predictability

The slow separation
the dread of farewell

segunda-feira, 10 de agosto de 2026

Going unseen

I don't want to be seen anymore
Not by anyone anywhere
Noone can recognize me
No place in anyone's life

I'll just invade and enjoy the void
I will furnish it all out
Play the game of solitude
Ignoring admiration I had for the world

Once I tried conversation
Valuable exchange
Remember odd event eyes met
Explain it all away in the head

Allocate me to oblivion
A man can be an island
Impossible to admit feelings
yonder smooth sand, mystery

Offend the heart
Recover then...
feel or experience it all
Pretending none of it affects

Bright beginnings, sudden ends
Songs of life with memorable choruses

Truths and small talk

 Wander around the periphery. Never give up on those footsteps, Their way through any given morning. Glimpse the way it moves.

Rewire my mind.
Taste the connection.
Push everything away.
State how unknown it all is.
Life is love is learning too.
All of those things so true.
Needs or wants, life as pretend.
Eyes meet is all the honesty there is.
Addictions driven by delirious dreams.
Quiet politeness reveals nothing of inner storm.
Shyness rarely broken.
Forbidden eye contact.
Deep truth through some soft surface.
Every affection and service.
The physical person undiscovered.
Excited or bored with personal information.
Provide perfect icebreaker. We only share silence.
So be it.