The spell I have cast

 Back from my kingdom in the mountain
Up there the seasons differ
The trees converse in other dialects
You see I myself transition into something

Slower sharper

I grow from the meditation
into something refined
Reality becomes curious
Asks me for the next chapter

restless interrupting

I walked with strong legs
Through the fabled lands
into the true ones
dual worlds come together

Tender calm

The moon and sun meet without explosion
Without destruction
The ritual of it repeats until days are
both soft and extreme

sensual and wise

You saw his work

 You saw him build things
Things his personality painted
You saw him rise early
Work long and with appetite

The grand proposition of a life
Accepted
with it the simple luxuries
Great abundance

And many decades of satisfying existence
You saw him plant and maintain
Some envied the harvest
Some grew curious

You saw him build a future
With many systems generating goodnesses
Into his simple life
Until it was no longer simple

But sophisticated
offering fruit
Again and again
You saw him prosper

Finding the winner within

 I found myself more powerful than I have ever been
The sound sigil had found me
As if God had echoed it into my ear
No more ups and downs
Some sturdy progress
Long satisfying digestion of life

I saw through clear eyes how everything was slowly becoming mine
That there were no limits no real reasons to stop desiring more
And as it came in response to the inner urge that consumed me
I walked through my house suddenly alive
The electricity in me attracting all of the things I craved

Once i needed to draw on effort and courage to achieve everything
And now my thick malty and honey sweet thick routines were me stairs
And on this new floor I was to be served
I never felt such gratitude

I found myself coming face to face with my inner Godlike self
This would help me conquer all in the second half of my life
Prosperity adventure and knowledge
The thought could keep me up at night
A self service buffet that would keep allowing me to feed
Without getting fat
But able to use all of the food fuel to counter and outdo my obstacles
It had started
Was I ready to be a winner...

Mother forgive my absence

 

Sorry for leaving I wanted to be free
A thousand miles from you
Looking for my own self created destiny
My absence I cannot undo

Forgive me for separating myself
From the island we are from
Forgive me for seeking my own wealth
Forgetting my origin

On the other side of chaotic seas
Turbulent skies grey and uncertain
Don't frown from afar I plead
Because I am not there in person

The country that birth sent me
Is not something I miss
I create my personalized identity
So forgive me this

The time you gave generously
The love you demonstrated
These things stay with me
Clinging life I thus activated

how it spreads

 It is deep
It takes a long time to manifest
It is warm enough
It sustains me

It tells a story
One that echoes outside reality
through out perception
interrupting fate

Prohibited keepsake

 I am swept off the road into an old shop
Souvenirs and little pieces of the past
sewn, sculpted and baked
They made space on the shelf for me

But I was soaked from the rain
So they directed me outside
chipped away at my insecurities
And painted over the bruises

They let me dry out in the shop window
Will I wear this smile until I'm sold?
or packed away for inventory
No factory of origin to speak of

Window glass became my eyes
 footsteps then doorbell my ears
 I settled in with pre-autumn dust
 Unable to see the price on my ankle tag

The rainy road I become

 Blessed highway
My legs are wheels 
Nothing stops me
The road gives me plenty

The rains come despite the sky
They form rivers along and through the tarmac
I go from driving through
To floating along out of control

The dark blues in the asphalt speak to my spirit
The rain intensifies I flow out of myself
I'm soaking into the road
No longer a destination

I'm being absorbed
This way is best
Movement runs through me
I claim back my soul