sexta-feira, 5 de dezembro de 2025

Her headlights

 Trail of mediocre men in her rearview
dizzy stumbling runover
spilling their dinner sauce
disoriented and overexcited

pavement comes up face goes down
Smack!
her car makes a turn at the end of the road
Mediocre men temporary neighbors

Scatter in shame and exposure
daylight shining stronger than her headlights
the steam thicker than the smoking tyres
Her defying farewell in burnt rubber

You the mediocre man
delayed!
distracted and fumbling for a sense of himself
sprinting back to the old version

all ready to throw himself
Into the middle of the road
To hail down some nice ride
Like a destitute hitchiker

Tommy sought the woods

 Tommy befriended the magpie
In times when friends were scarce
it's call stained the air

It waited for him after school
On the lampost before his front door
The two walked into the woods

Summer leaves thatch a canopy
dappled light scans the two
the soft spongy leaves absorb his foot falls

The magpie flying branch to branch clicking
His family's small flat on the rough estate
A distant thought slowly fading

The magpie stares down
Tommy stares back
deeper into the woods they go

Off the trail
The wind shoves the canopy open
exposing naked twilight

Ferns whisper warnings and omens
Sycamores budge about
Oaks frown in discontentment

Night arrives uninvited
Tommy knows no fear
Deep inside now

Return this night is impossible
wild strawberries and chanterelles
More nutrition than his smelly flat

He slept between the roots of a giant beech
The magpie perched a few inches above
Eyes glowing in the dim


If they poison the river

 We share a house near the creek
layers of mud and clay make up the ground
Large cats we brought adapt to the terrain
The sorceror enchants the water

The local miners look toward us
men whose religion is luck
Desperate from their barren hills
yellow mud and clay day long

The food is scarce
Life is abundant
we move up and down the creek
we were human once

We compete with panthers
that we ourselves adopted 
Tonight they attack the miner's camp
Their swollen fingers barely curling triggers

The night has it's meal
The camp minus one more 
Salve, for the camp marinates in fear
Seasoning, we observe several miles therefrom

Their panic lights up the sky
The sorceror sends the wind toward us
The scent on the air of intoxicating shock 
Long hours of fragrance and euphoria

In pitch black cats lick their bloody claws
their tongues scraping abrasively
calming out choked up spines
making us salivate in the dark

The sorceror points frankly eastward
Spring storms unleash destructive torrents
gushing upon the the distant ranges
Local creek starts to swell

A fattening serpent agile and restless
chugging across the valley bottom
soon to carry the miners camp away
As they struggle to sleep

The flash flood erupts
Taking the whole camp with it
Sparing only one
The future governor

In the morning clear and scalding
we dragged this man to the  bare willow
where debris and animal skulls lay
We nailed him to the tree

The sorceror danced and sent waking dream over us
The screaming man gave us true music
the distant call of the big cats a harmony
As we celebrated his crucifixion






quinta-feira, 4 de dezembro de 2025

Cerdo Galeo

 Wet grin    against the currents
The business of the chain    somewhere at the top
regulating it    at all stratas
Smooth down the street    dog eat dog

Things are underwater    blood on the streets
Hair slicked back in a shiny wave    suave killer
A slippery fin    slicing through the corporation
Tough ambush    the snare closes

walking away    counterpart counts loss
Cash in hand    wad and smack
Caribbean swagger    reef commander
Lone hunter    tasting the water

Its all hunger and targets    sudden and brutal
Fast talk and execution    strategic engagement
it's a food chain    ongoing supply
a distribution chain    honed senses

Spry instincts    from behind or below
Too many teeth    designed to cut through
too much speed    muscle not slowing him
Blue ocean of greed    digesting company

“Este lugar estaba esperando por un depredador, uno que pudiera devorar y poner orden.
Mírenme bien a los ojos, ustedes, los que quedaron regados por ahí.
El hombre tiene que comer.”

Lethe Hypnos- The internal Hell

Lethe Hypnos- The internal hell 

Ethereal topsy turvy
the cosmos opened up
falling falling
reaching for the tree roots

my hand slips
I continue downward
The creatures change in this cave
curious faces to malicious eyes

I reach for the ceiling
In the cave of Hypnos
so quick and into the drink
Into Lethe

Lethe smiles from underneath
thoroughfare for lost souls
Driven along by the flow of her
I gasp struggling to stay on the surface

every curve dragging me under
laughter coming up in bubbles
confusion and exhiliration
dying again and again 

panic and drowning
Until i get washed up on the river bank
I look back at her in the water
It is her she is it

She bewitches me
"potamus, Potamus Potamus..."
Her wet arms reach for me
I scream -Hades let me be free

Back in the drink
Into the intoxicating nightmare
riding the rapids each rock a trauma
Breathless

"let me be"
have I not suffered enough?
Laughter came up in bubbles 
and with it a map

I looked down in shock
the winding river herself
and Hypnos himself
were the landscape of my mind

I had clung to the unjust outside world
ignoring the chaos within me



quarta-feira, 3 de dezembro de 2025

The spirit of my father

 Remind me not to overeact
Or think that things are important when they are not
He was some of that support I swear
sometimes his word was so true

 So certain I swear to God he knew the world
 He knew
 He gave me understanding to feel
 more power and certainty where hitherto I felt none

He doesn't ground me
 I hear him and ground myself
 As if I could do it all along
 Like you probably do naturally

Installing that knowledge in my brain and heart
 That the future is ok
Things will come to pass
As we have foreseen 

He is the same
It is the patient him
Working with me to solve my problems
Because I don't feel ready

Out of reach

 Secrets get out
Friendships wear thin
Confide in one person
all of your sins

Crying from chest
Searching for air
Past makes mess
life rarely fair

Turn to yourself
Yet no reflection
You look outward
weary interactions

Tears are tiny mirrors
Little wet regrets
accept the glimmer
Confess don't deflect

Cut yourself off
You are out of reach
slowly go soft
life's peachy