we spent our lives anticipating
On top of rocks at sunset
at our cousin's house a prolonged joke
The afternoon of great events
Dreaming of one moment
a defining second that would freeze our lives
Redeem us from shame guilt and pride
give us pure light
We'd stay up thinking about it
some lost sense that we needed to feel
Like hollow vessels we never did
The longing never fulfilled
How much twisting of a craving
sprouts the seed within our minds
prodding us like cattle to believe
in the intangible