Stagnelius and Desire

 Begär var tänkt att vara din frälsning.

Desire desire come complete me.
An unreasonable giant poised and mean.
Crossing the land of tiny routine glum.
Bland obligation and contemplation therefrom.

Desire my mind and heart push me beyond.
have me seek have me conquer new dominion.
Desire navigate me toward your sweet oblivion.
Flood me so that i might flood the world.

Smash through my resistance allow the hidden face to assume.
Allow me to drink and taste the scent and temptation.
Desire convince me that you are my unique salvation.
My savage frantic will for enticement.

Melt these glaciers embrace the world entirely in fevered heat.
May I never deny or regret! nay, never avoid or retreat.
Desire come come, do dance do play!
Let me taste the journey as you lead me astray.

The contempt of Daldin

 Faint flicker of a smile
fused into his mouth
"I told you so" shape
comissure treachery

Curled edge of it knowing
As if to kiss my awkward moment
He presents ill views of me
yet no evidence does he give

I watch to see if his tongue forks
His cupids brow works the pilthrim
Casting sarcastic sorcery
In words, my underperformance

He secures his savage snicker
Delivers consensus of negative opinions
His voice climbs an octave
Hands me a document as if gift

I have two weeks
must return company property
Emits a micro-scoff
Throws me a pen playfully

"You are fired"

Spider might river

 The river replete with spiders and ticks
That somehow survived underwater
Those who bathed would be infested
Leaving the river in screams of horror

From the margin noone could guess
That inside the water spawned such nasties
Insane arachnids pervading between rocks
Swarming near the jetty

people looked on disappointed
in their swimming shorts confused
A look on their face of desire
Desire to enter the water

A constant doubtful murmur
equal to the babble and churn of the river
 

Born again on the cat floor

 The cat floor 
a The kitten leaves itself behind
Slowly becoming a cat
At first a tiny creature

It is struggling
In two parts
Inside it's new body
It's old body abandoned

Tiny and fragile
rolling over the thick carpet
An insomniac baby
hunting it's tail

It pines humans
and quick movement
It wants to forget it's carcass
To feel whole in it's new body

Empty valleys

 I sweat here
Eyes give away intention
I'm nude you've seen through
Helped me understand my error

A broken machine
Generating awkward answers
Misguiding all
Hugging false need

You saw it in these guilty eyes
Did you see the beautiful valley in me
That huge abyss that lovely emptiness
Plateu of total emptiness

I swear here is where I get off
Ashamed i'll walk the rest of the way
Trying to prove lies about who I could be
Falseness rises out of my steps

I go nowhere
footprints disappear
Road dust promises nothing
Am I a broken vehicle?

No reprieve and no forgiveness
Just repeated reminders
of what a hollow creature I am
slithering into next month 

Routine and fantasy
But deaf to my Godness
driven by the lack from the past
Just a worthless empty valley

Forgive me 
I have fallen deep into lies
Forgive me
I have fantasized illusions

A broken machine.
This pain hits my face
with a familiar impact
We repeat ourselves

Like a broken machine
But christ can you tell me is this really me?
I beg and err until there is nothing
even the tear has evapourated

Plans for a new corral

 Canadian farm
overcrowded by pine
Summer insects
Long days and optimism

The designs for a stockyard
contain the euphoria
Lines painted on ground
Patient homestead

Sun turns morning over
land glistens
Just a design
To contain you

Cattle for the grill
Another decade of protein

Royal honey and the herd

 I dipped the tiny spoon in
I took out the sticky liquid
Put it on my tongue
taste the sourness

Royal honey they call it
Making common people special
They overspend for this ccol con
Tell themselves it's unique

These tubs of royal honey
validating thousands of triers
aspirants and strivers
Excited to empty wallets

They'll not delve into the science
They'll leap into the next fad
shredding the parachute
as they leave the cliff in droves