Life meaning in two fingers

 2 missing fingers just bones now
holding them up with her good hand
the university had it's own hospital unit
the celebration was an incredible band
mascots and bombastic music

completely unfitting a desperate person
struggling with a strange hand injury
worried that it would all worsen
fear to the point of fury

coming out of the gym
sense of lack at the end of a limb
or explosive challenges
boney fingers
a woman imbalanced

sad old girl trapped in drama 2 missing fingers
bones now abrupt howls and calls
 coming out of the mall
connected to the university
The cheap doctor could be found
pigging out in the food court greasy and round

He gave a discount for repairing the fingers
but the stumps albeit continued to linger
far off apartment buildings knock on doors
we thought they were on the second floor
yet fingers abandoned we never saw more

desperation at fingers lost carelessly
the noise and blurr so starkly cut from awareness see
empty apartments the remnants on cruise ships
deafening music in ballrooms of decorative trimmings
As we climb these tall apartment buildings

in the fruitless quest for these two boney fingers
that this old woman seemed to have lost
if dead and bone and doctor's grimace
we shall never retrieve these digits
A mission for the incurable injury