Take leave, or shut yourself in

Avoid eye contact 
They stay glued now
Can't offer more 
Less than back then.

Cannot offer
Don't melt, don't routine this.
Stay out of touch, get on with life.
I'm not right or honest.

Grudge holding
Watch them step down
Because I get ahead
I step up 

Cannot offer
Unglue if possible
Take leave
The way I was forced to

Avoid eye contact
Zero intimacy
Faithless walk off
Seal up and hightail it

Or surrender it all
Take your pill
shut yourself in
An orphan in a shack
Outside violent fucking hurricanes