Inside the layers of effort

 When you push yourself
There are twelve of you
When you comfort yourself
you a half a person

When you send it all ahead with your with and your body
You dive into the part of yourself 
Your heart is afraid to know
When you go forth you are chosen

Chosen by your sweat
Vindicated by your endurance
Certain by your courage
Living entwined with the brutality of life

When you send yourself forward
Feel your limbs tense up like concrete
Feel beads of sweat make their way to your eyes
To blind you toward the next step of your victory

When you rest you fall backwards
When you are distracted you temporarily die|
You fight strengh to strength
and ask is this me

The air itself responds and says- why yes
This is the essence 
This is the best that alife like this ccan give
The rest is subtlke trickery and hidden treachery