Throw my heart to God

 Sweat drops from my temple this morning
But I'm fully dry inside
Yearning for the holy approach
Maybe I missed the sign

My thousand faults clap
radiant stagnant audience of sitting naysayers
My hands come together in prayer
My desires divide them definitively

I throw my heart toward God
See it dive back to earth

WELL BLESS ME FIRST
Why must I go through these trials
God shows me beauty and abundance
The next parched land and dry lakes

Pale sunpolished carcass bones
Of things that once walked and swam
Then I see God change the skies again like game
Deluge proceeds and God greets me

Open my eyes to this
make me see
The land leaping with life again
Every creature unhabiting

Fish and reptiles return to the water
God speaks to me in volumes
The world his mouth
Inside me his words

I slowly get closer
My heart seems to keep it's trajectory
The audience hushes
As I trek to those holy places

In other lives, on other occasions
he told me to go to