sanity tidal
hospital bed
awareness waning
of what
people did
of what
people said
memories flow
dam broken
catch them
lifetime grown
surface hits
little sense
observers wonder
cycle pensive
unsure of
impending yonder
Love medicinally
will replace
ugly iv
breathe, stand
even if
figuratively
Last breaths uncanny as they are
Life sharp as an eye
last thoughts strange riddles
unsolvable in the dyer
unthinkable in the liver
Last glance as neutral and confusing as birth
you may as well stack balloons
and blow candles
for the surreal shiver of mortality soon
reflect in the steel coffin handles
Last breaths uncanny
A man that taught me to manage
slipping into the outgoing tide
beard below the waves
we reach for a moral to the story
yet it´s a fleeting and arbitrary moral
floating past
one last downpour on the heart
last breath to speak a word
inside the balmy mess of delirium
each wayward word landed well
as the essence inside has no desire to dwell
some invisible realm undiscovered, he is there
toiling like the lost farmer behind his absent stare
Father near me since the factory of my existence
Father taught me a depth of mastery
through his blunders
through his triumph
He came in from the sweltering heats of delirium
burned and shocked
struggling in the rough existance of a troubled mind
from a desert so dry and empty
mindnumbingly endless
I give you forests
streams
contentment forever
I wish it on you
some form will come into focus
not hostile nor malign
but healing and loving
joining you smoothly to the departure
be transformed by it
thought and reaction melts
watch over us as we continue to blunder
and with your blessing let us triumph fiercely as you have
