quinta-feira, 29 de fevereiro de 2024

Underworld through

When I was forced to walk the mist
A vagabond invalidated by the civilized world
in grey shredded rags I held up my hands to the cave roof
kilometers above my head and screamed

Shadows formed in the distance with sharp volts following
crawling across the underground horizon like broken foul wolves
the cloud and mist revealing and then hiding them again

I could only retrace my steps toward the entrance
which now a decade later was a tourist attraction
with lofty timber restaurants and groups of trendy teens
one called my name for an invisible conversation

I was sent out of the town gates still a hunter
a vagabond, an adventurer that even the darkness denied
and as I made all efforts to exit the dimlit town into the light
The sun resolved to strike down passers by about me

Until there was a stack of them near the welcome sign
like silent gas that had nauseated and inebriated them
finally claiming them as the body shut down
It was a very beautiful morning despite the needless death

quarta-feira, 28 de fevereiro de 2024

Bridge to good end's close

 Do you think they can even hear the leaves and water
On that old bridge can you feel alive
Those who come to contaminate it all
Damnation

Will you help me clean this blessed place
Or simply ruin it and laugh in my face
will you create this blessed feeling here with me
The vein of God by definition

Here poverty's reign is evident
 In the hands of humble people
That take their anger out
on Mother Nature

I wonder if they can see God hidden up in those trees
In that murky water
What a pity they can't
But take with themselves a plague

To share with false underpaying rich friends


Portal Pra bomfim

 Você consegue ouvir as folhas a agua
Na ponte você consegue sentir vivo
aquele que vem pra sujar
maldição

você vai me ajudar limpar
ou dar risada na minha cara
criar aquele sentimento abençoado
veia de Deus com certeza

aqui pobreza é evidente
nas maos de pessoas humildes
que desconta sua raiva
em mae natureza

será que veem Deus escondido no árvore
ou nas aguás turvas
pena que não
mas levem com eles a peste

para partilhar com seus amigos falsos e ricos



sexta-feira, 23 de fevereiro de 2024

South of slaughter beach

Sweet hot balmy July that year near the sea in Delaware. The funeral of old uncle John Willian Hausend.
Beside the fact he was buried in a suit, the Mortician was an artist, for the cadaver looked as if he was a middle aged man sleeping.
The heat that summer seemed to bring flurries of insects and rodents through in waves. So the ten relatives who stayed for the funeral were constantly shielding themselves from the flying swarms and the odd creepy crawly. It was a heatwave.

Burial went smoothly, except for the fact the coffin door was just slightly a jar, and the soil we shoveled over it seemed very light. One may have thought about a faster rate of composition. After the perfect righteous speeches about the hereafter, most people's minds contemplate the inevitable rotting.

However that blazing summer back in 1881 the corpse of that celebrated uncle may have been more active after death than could ever be believed. Local seasonal farm workers had complained about their nights being disturbed by some large figure walking through their campsites at night. Eerily so, some other local campers who came down for seasonal farm work were attacked by something they said had torn their tent open and was wearing an expensive suit.

The shock of it all made some of them run north again to give up on the rest of the season, The county sheriff then found them heading north toward Milford and confirmed their story. He couldn't convince them to stick around, they looked absolutely petrified even 10 hours after the incident. and despite not one of them being injured. The sheriff became suspicious and positively curious. 

The local camping farm workers all moved a few kilometers further away from the "incident". The very next night there was another incident, a local homestead 1 km from the grave was disturbed by a tall man in a suit.
Sue, the woman who had witnessed the strange occurence stood talking with neighbors and the sheriff. Were all coming to the same conclusion. That old uncle John William had returned from the dead to disturb the living. The thing that most disturbed the sheriff was there was no footprints or evidence of tracks outside or near the places the man in a suit was seen. He quietly contemplated it all as a hoax from a rival red wheat farm.

A few nights with no incidents, 3 new farm workers came into the area and set up camp. This time even closer to the fresh grave. John william's grave was dug in an old churchgrounds, yet there was no church anymore and the only evidence of it being holy ground was a steel fence grate almost fully immersed in weeds and bramble. The only headstone was that of John william, the rest had been taken years before to form some sort of barricade during the war that passed through more than a decade passed.

The same night the 3 new farmworkers moved in, they were attacked during the night. The three farmworkers had bite marks all over their bodies. the three of them had died of their injuries well before dawn.
This time the sheriff had been called off to an incident across the state in elizabeth town North Carolina.
So his son, a simple young man of 17 years old, who had spent time with his father on the job, but was a simple soul. He was not good at foraging or checking details. Or any type of dritical thinking for that matter.

Sue convinced the sheriff's son to check the grave. He was highly sceptical, but after a short intense arguement the son agreed. at the grave site they noticed there was a gaping hole. Weeds and long grass all pushed down heading toward the beach that was only 90 meters from there.
they followed the tracks down to the shore to see something unspeakable.
An alligator the size of a man was over the corpse of uncle John William, tearing it apart and gobbling pieces down. It must have found it possible to head north during this year's heatwave.

This seemed to solve everything for the sheriff's son. No matter how much Sue from the homestead recounted the events of the past evening, He would not be convinced of anything supernatural.
He ran back to their small cabin on the road to get a rifle, getting back in 20 minutes, eagerly expecting to find the alligator still feeding. Even though there was still an arm half eaten on the beach, there was no alligator to be seen. which would mean there would be no physical evidence.

He cursed and hit the long grass with the butt of his rifle. He knew this was as doubtful and unbelieveable as the stories of the man coming back to life. alligators never came this far north. it was difficult to see them in south carolina. This alligator was far too big. Too big to navigate the swamps from florida all the way here.

terça-feira, 20 de fevereiro de 2024

Memorize the answers to the test

 we are in those big buildings
across graceful cities
information and maps
not finding ourselves

These dreams indicate
a home of homes exist
That familiarity is heaven

and the unknown hell
over the hills we dare not climb
up roads we would not walk

this we must avoid
all corridors color coded
a life mapped out as so

We search for ourselves erroneously
looking for symmetry balance
and other human delusions

That take us away
or place us near convenient troughs
where we unconsciously feed forever 

These young recruits

 You the broken brood
sullen looks about you
asking who died?

these ten young men
childhood still clinging
painted out with bruises and cuts

The protector of the brood
unsure face hidden by long and beard
just a coloful frog?

after the shellshock
of new intense wars
all remain speechless

the killer amongst us
hugs us
mortality reminds

safety is an interloper
because of the danger we contemplate
which strategy for destruction
picked fresh ripe fruit

You train track

 wherever the train takes us
carriages well connected
filled and empty across each state

serpentine
steel lengths
carry us far

travel routine
the blind purpose
trapped into the rail

similar scenery
always that determined destination
insurance mind

each one of us sleepers
holding up the rail
attached to it

sunk into the gravel
serving for the weight
of passing trains


sexta-feira, 16 de fevereiro de 2024

You are not Manifold

 Can you recognise yourself truly
How a thousand personalities pigeon hole you
how accurate can they really be
not wanting to know the truth

Algorithms narrow you down
curiosity suddenly sneezed
A piece of you blew out of the frown
Forensics there to collect and speculate

across the plain pavement consolidate
you have hundreds of local people
with different interpretations simmering deeply
getting boiled down to one simple flavor

that is what they'll call you
how they will see you
you are not manifold
the next years of life 

summarized in few 
dull sentences
As I started out ordinary not unique
refusing to be what so many of you have become

part of the village decor


terça-feira, 13 de fevereiro de 2024

Desire as game

 The wanting to want so strong and overwhelming
so zero
so nothing
so less than what normality is

People work for more 
Their dreams
these desires that come and go
wanting them permanent

The housewife obsesses over the tablecloth
The engineer the angles
Each artist infatuated with a vision
A dimension that simmers desire into being

You pay for the priviledge
Arrive in the room
the dull grey emotion
so far from excitement

anticipation was a sharp spear
that could pierce the heart through armor
it lies blunt damaged and sick
a hedonist's nightmare

sweet appeal the tail of the prey
following it into dark forests
only to witness huge beasts turn
devouring your desires as if flesh and blood

segunda-feira, 12 de fevereiro de 2024

What a web we weave

Deep down some of you know the truth
at the surface we rehearse the lie
our mouths chew out words of survival
based on the path we tread until here

deep down some just yawn 
boredom at being unconnected
oh if the walls had wires you'd stay hot
sending impulses for a line of credit

Deep down you were supposed to have values
yet we grow selecting all moral aspects
the ones that rewarded when squeezed
or cut when neglected

deep down a vulture coos
the long beak inspecting feathers
from the armies of mites and nats
each a lie or half truth for interest

Ethics ethics what a commodity


The insidious

 Under a Putin to cut the old world
Under a trump out of the fold
Four legs for a piece of dull wood
a slab above the head lacking gile
holding up a table full of bias

They look at yourself in
they see a follower soft spoken debonair
Your face a redlight district
you need to pump the lard
into edible lengths sprayed with corn syrup

Polite toward the tyrants
rude toward the meritable chiefs
you will enhance the sickly habits
the toxically fed masses
with no health plans

Under a putin
you kick Nato
under a trump
isolation and and foreign deception
On a level your puppy dog eyes cannot comprehend

The Leviathans you have underestimated
Slowly rising from the sea
You can serve the republicans a new flavor of tea
massage the hooligans with your jumper lead rhetoric
But they can see, oh they can see...

Your lips are treason
hedonistic glare almost pleasant
the future is unknown to you
Your dim views only hold the present


Face toward

 I grew from out of the paddock
silky long blades of thigh high grass
lush surge
there i was born milky flesh and total ignorance
dew drops kept me hydrated
the spongy grass absorbs me

I am so small
absorbing the rays
I transition into something made
of the day sun
the roads are hard and dry

merciless blocks of concrete
my first eyes cook them
my heart beats through my tooth
desires so close to their grooves
paved rocks spew from the path around the house
the big world over me

Uncanny how power is often invisible
my heart beats through my lip
calm shrubs whisper
No breeze to assist it
sun fell quickly everyday
I make my way back to the tall grass

I am born again
coming back to life
every dawn
face toward everyday




Your exercise routine

 up and down
face a fuss
forward and back
strength of muscle

the body moves
exhaustion so close
work that core
self conscious as you clench your jaw

mind gone cauldron
stretched and flexed
someone hovers
eyes peer over

you'd look on
sweat entering eyes
overheating kettle
from over the metal

curiosity a trecherous imp
the ropes and weights
fighting destructive traits
that people use

to build themselves up
mirrors allow them
insecurities surrounding
to peek when others cannot see

the secret score card
comparing each one


souza was a schemer

 pot belly comfort
The gatehouse cabin
eyes inside and out

not just the cats
greying and lazying
shadows lengthening

indifference and frustration
a plan bubbles away 
cabin's stove

Pot belley comfort
some decades ago 
he decided he'd won the game

My pale bridge ghosts were still writing the rules

Uncaring glare
unwise and overt
you can't wrestle with a place only a person

Yet I am there in spirit
even as my body stands far
my arms and legs in the trees

for every scheme
I send a phantom
invisible grins

ants that form the feral beast
and bite in the darkness


Down a leper

 Give me a swig of the leper
thirst got me down
sun smashed me off the trail

his knuckle rot
soon a stump
drink it up

Give me drink good leper
the disease so aggressive to my nose
how divine is bacteria?

have you been found on all fours
worshipping this slow depredation
as if it were a god

I command you to get in the blender
bone and flesh
under the sun my throat is parched

That i might drink you down
to you are no more
and your remains will flow

Not unlike your pain
sustain the next great leagues of the journey
No salt or sauce 

sweet well dressed sheep have passed judgement upon you
don't associate me with them
I don't need a label to know you

just a big vessel to drink you
No mercy from the sun
vexing me like a jealous cousin

the colored mud
years of misery
flow out of yourself

provide sustenance
If only for a day


The drifter of bottle hill

 Aimless ripped old rucksack
down the half paved street he tries
the neglected curves of the city
unkempt hair and daunting eyes

through the roadside weeds
a ghostship of a man with a foolhardy tide feeds
cracks in the pavements a part of him
extensions of his legs

death took an interest
and the pale bridge spirit too
is this something to eat they wondered
alas that man is a venom stew

order a rival
life an insult a bile
his sickly pale skin
an invisible evil

conspiring unknown sin



sexta-feira, 9 de fevereiro de 2024

Intention

 it moves upward
a construction underway
will it this way
inevitable inevitable

it's all the same

slowly expanding
depite resistance
predictable delay

unavoidable gain

the reality of growth
necessary pain
as close as one steps to ambition

direction toward sanity

The saurian of the back wall(the Teii)

 His tail half cut apalling
struggling to the top of the wall
face so majestic tongue fork symmetrical

absorbing the air
flicking as if eletrically
Lizard I praise, Lizard so subtly

over the insects and spiders
stalking shadow it becomes
until the legs transition to mouth
godlike toast to health

huddled behind fronds soothing savage
motionless as the breeze swirls all foliage
as all animals creep and fly clueless
It meditates vertically

Absorbing the sun
as if that great star was it's slave
Lizard I watch, lizard I crave

anticipate success before midlife
yours before midday
mine just words
yours a tail now astray
predator of the sun

temple of Teiidae



My old vein

I look at the sun flooring its way down to the grass
of my back lawn, from higher

greeting me aggressively and swallowing the morning whole
gluttony of fire, power to scorn

My arm lingers impatiently begging the spade to labor
soil is meaning, life demand

I look down at my forearm the inconvenient vein
wakes up to my hand, from dreaming

greeting me with the flow of blood pulsating through
fingers feel new born, eventually pry

I look at the world light in the skull aligned with my sight
life is a rifle I sigh, aimed at the day from dawn

often firing quite invain
bullets from my vein




To cut a chef through

 On the edge of the sun yellowed coast
south of malta
sunsetting forever

she fell for a cook
sparky smile
talented hands and senses
yet bland to the bottom of the barrel

the sweet afternoon aroma
of the long flowering mediterrenean shrubs
comforting the insecurities 
the losing side

the knife could be heard cutting
grin and butterflies fluttering
romantic mutterings
my mouth stuttering

she fell for the cook
the restaurant was a small bar
where patient patrons would wait
food well timed

the grill overheating splashing hot oil
sarcastic laughter and openings to a potential lover
overconfidence staining that apron
all camouflage to the chemistry gone

sleep is impossible along these dry open corridors
where multitudes of couples look toward the sea
waves of light pouring off the surface
illuminating faces in a mood sure suave and smooth

shaded corner of the restaurant
ignored by wait staff
withering into the ancient stone interior
of the pinkly lit restaurant

dig your eyes into the eaters
ignoring you as they savor
the best taste of their lives
meal is finished glumness colors their cheeks

their smiles return to grimaces
and they start to retreat into the darkness
out of the pink healing light
where love radiates like the aroma of food

overpowering the senses
then completely absent
dig your mind into the fact
she fell for the cook

she was your world your only life
she was your glee your true wife
since we got off the boat 
death your hand knife his throat

quinta-feira, 8 de fevereiro de 2024

Sacred lane

 That cul de sac
well seen knack
for producing

fill the sack
tell the track
to lead us there

dull axe hack
unbled sap
orchard of the street

That cul de sac
squeezing dawn
until dusks crack

sacred lane
hidden shrine
I obtain

the structure of you

 the elevators don't work
leaving your head on the top floor
and your heart in the basement
you need to check the fuses

You yearn to climb the floors
each year of your life
until old age and the parapet
limit your movement

your business meeting
with your emotions
and your logic of discipline
ends in arguement and discontent

The consumable nature of the world
stacked on shelves
in the middle of the building
all the stages of development

companies look inside at themselves
blind to all manner of pertinence
the common human just as limited
admiring themselves unwilling to find defects

buildings like that seem to collapse early

quarta-feira, 7 de fevereiro de 2024

The wandering way

 Somewhere in the clearing
deep in the scrub
a space where the sun hits
where things grow

sheltered well
from heavy rain
the hell winds
and cool phases

Humid and warm
thick grass sponging it all up
all below the huge mountains
where things can grow

life, forms beckons and lights up
trees and shrubs emerging
Bleak cloud losing against the blue
sun owning part of everyday

A punch in the kidney

 In robes and sworn in
my father ushered me back to the world
There the rest of the mission awaited
the carpet thick and comfortable

what kind of validation is signed for
what kind of freedom awaits
Heaven and earth
a good counsel

The weight of responsibility
The soup of power
a decisive mind
a hungry stomach

A cake to be divided

 Life is a cake
fine sweet icing
it arrives at the tongue
the landing pad of the head

God gesticulated
pointing out toward the banquet table
and looking into my eyes
replenishing the old organs

Life is a cake
when you see a guest 
take more than you
deserved or not

envy a chain from hell
choking you from out there
in a paradise of abundance
perception of scarcity and exclusion

the boast itself is shining in full sun
God spraying it with disinfectant


Ants in Auckland

 In Auckland
all about the business
the large grassy expanses next to the highway
fill up as the rain comes down before first light

those lakes of water fill up to above the knee
by midday they go down to ankle height
the buildings and traffic distract us from them
and most don't notice it all happening

In Auckland
People die off through drug abuse
daily habits that rot the organs
and move with the herd

and what did you hear?
who was named
and who decided
at a makeshift table in the corporate tower

Sitting at the table giving out titles
above those distant lakes of water
slowly evapourating
letting the long grass breate again

empty nutrition of risks untaken
concern and caution
robbing the vitality
that generates unknown consequences

In Auckland titled ants
holding the poxy structure
grin shaped snobby hierarchy
over the puddles





domingo, 4 de fevereiro de 2024

Learn your life

 we have walked and swam
we have biked and rode
in circles and over insane hills
we have come down like giddy passengers

falling into birth all dizzy and amused
purpose given to us a courier of lifes paste
You are a human fox
lost in the jungle of roads and cities

we have driven problematic cars
through tunnels and over mountains
trying to learn the secrets of our identities
on these confusing roads

all that glimmers
all that illudes
distracts us from the milk of life
food the utlimate metaphor for purpose

routine for road
chapter one was always supposed to be love though


quinta-feira, 1 de fevereiro de 2024

A thousand faces

The thousand faces loomed 
every emotion reflected
every stage of age

personality reflected off the face
the outer flesh
dimming and iluminating
over years

the layer of a ghost
several million contexts
existance inside the eyes

a thousand faces of my father
the restless one
somewhere a free energy

the wing of life and death
swinging through the night
bringing back lost family

Their face comes
reflections of how they were
glimmering out of the darkness

to have us question life again
gesturing toward each decision
each continual attitude

all the blessings