Thus seek pain

 The other side of the unconditional 
is the slicing blade
Tearing the best part of you in two
Cutting into that pure heart

For in a world such as this
we demand much of ourselves
Thus seek pain

DIY because men are no good

 Kimberly organized the rooms
sense of duty keeps her sane
Moving room to room
doing the tasks she taught herself

For men they will just use and disappoint
They are deep down tyrants and abusers
They will keep you down
Patronize your good nature

Kimberly tucked in the sofa lining on that blue afternoon
She was my cousin and I loved her as a sister
Her mother interceded a few times
In which case she resisted

Turning back to her and correcting her
Mother would give up and make tea
Throw out some old english quote
That no feminist should utter

 Yes inside every man is an epstein
You look at the guests greet the women
nodd the men in awkwardly
dastardly men

After the street rally

 Picking the plants out of the trash
Repotting them
and giving them a second chance
To grow again

Sweeping the soil off the road
and joining the roots
Inside the container 
It is safe again

awaiting water
And the new bed to lie on
slowly rise up toward light source
From broke and flimsy on the concrete

I have prepared a place where you might bloom
Where you'd use every element in the soil
Come out to the world as something unique
Flush and vibrant 

The company logo

 Egos drive games
Girl drives the men crazy
Organizes the games
She handles you door 3 inches open

The event itself 
My father bellows
The short man does well
Colored rug sewn with logos

Girl sews one more on
If she ignores you
You've blown your chances
My father and her lift the blanket

The thread intact
energy is in excess
some of it flows into the sewer
Euphoria and games

Egos run high
The blanket resembles a flag
An obsession with logos
With pep in the step slogans

Arcanum Elapidus

 Snake people breathe and weave realities
Wear clothes and enter sleeves
They point up toward the new sun
Colored by the yellows of unseen victory
Unseen fires that exist far from here

Snakes stretch out into thick canopies
Their shadows cutting out the same noble sun
The star we see pass the sky and put itself down again
The snake heads full of fang and hiss

Burn as it rides the say in law with daylights
The world is deprived
Snake heads burn white and become the unmentionables
Who walk the earth cursed 

The deeply undesirables
who go to ground as pestilence replaces the surface
Only to emerge in the abundance
parasitic dancers

Their skin pale their venom hemotoxins fresh and deadly
Snake heads only prey and survival
Belly crawlers that rise to bite
But worship the sun no longer

War makes them horny

 The War they sought made the Gods horny
wanting and wanting...
They converged on dark turnbulent sky
and started their fornications

Clouds burst and cutting blizzard marked up the beaches
Following by sickly frost bearing down the lengths
While the Gods had intercourse
fucking for hours and hours

Every village froze over
The sea itself solid and motionless
Only snow and ice moved above it
Free to roam

Divine evidence of the Cloud borne orgies

Bristle on the holly feather

 Things come slowly
sounds like a boasting
But needs are dragging
Playing the old long game
Till skin it's'a sagging
Never loose the sharp mut
Will you break my heart 
Kick me in the guts

World falls slowly
Dancing naivety survival
bristles of the holly
Wonder of the arrival
Time tells you no
Hope screams lively
dreams landing lo