quarta-feira, 5 de agosto de 2026

My nurse at Hawkesbury

 the mountain made my home
the bay bathed close to the land i lived
The insane garden where a local ghost shone
In dusks contempt

Something that lost it's humanity
would wheel itself down the corridor after midnight
Screeching and squealing across the linoleum
It didn't enter my room or haunt me directly

It was the soul of a dead nurse
One that had left the world many decades ago
The scraping of the old wheel chair
Lulled me at once and sent me to slumber

It's predictable routine would repeat
There in old Cherry farm now hawkesbury
Where people with broken minds
would live out their pain

The empty paddock below the window
Where something stood just at the edge of vision
Ushering the nurse out like some desperate parent
Every night they replayed the same short drama

One night she was in my room murmuring and facing the wall
I wanted to tell her I knew how lonely it felt
But she could feel i already knew
Maybe she was there because i was sadder than her
And she was dead

How Tara twinkled

 Twinkle her teacher used to call her
I saw that smooth beauty
Everything formed the way it should
That flicker of uncertainty as she fell in love with me

There near the octogon where she would want to dance the night long
There where a piece of me corrupted society itself
She knew how to move in the light 
Storm into the darkness taking every part of me with her
Ever since Ive struggled with the madness

The cold and the heat abnormally climbing spine
Through the best of me
Twinkle and she's standing with the stolen rose 
I am the guilty party

Soaring into mosquiel
To hunt her down
Across dying city lights
Diesel and dreams of strenth
Twinkle Tara twinkle in the darkness
A lost suburb

Found you by the light of aurora australis
Lust fought love and won
Uphill and none understand
These highway veins on the side of my face
As I drive headfirst into Tara's deeper layers
Does this woman even know

The depths to the creature I have become
The frost rocks across the dawn
I meet it halfway and walk out onto solid grass naked
It twinkles like that brave woman
Reflecting sparkly luck





Glued shut

 I glued my mouth shut
Such a great accident
Left the table
Went to the bathroom

To try to undo the mess
Unstick one lip from the other
So that words and breathing could flow
To no avail all stuck all quiet

If my nose got blocked
I'd suffocate

Jenny's take, oh.

 First read

Only had two stanzas.
Read like you were clearing your mind
of all distractions.

Then, third stanza,
Distractions coming in.
Your mind starts saying things,
reminding yourself that you need
some false teeth.

Fourth and fifth stanzas
Begin looking for outside comforts.
Outside on the balcony,
looking down at the pedestrians,
their comforts,
fancy clothes.

It becomes overwhelming.

Sixth stanza
Either daydreaming
or actually sleeping in the sun,
escaping into yourself,
into your solitude,
into meditation.

Seventh stanza,
tone changes.

It is shorter,
Snappier rhythm
Sharper rhyme.

It is almost
as if someone else is speaking.

I feel the next stanzas
are different dreams.

One of them is a sexy dream.

Supported by the blue zone thing
Saying through your dreams
you are living
many, many lives.

In the twelfth,
you dream of an art gallery

In the thirteenth stanza
you mention your original ink,
probably your tattoo.

The fourteenth
Reference to the pirate thing
I wrote for you.

I guess you climb up
and play for a while,

Back to your place
your new apartment,

which is your imagination,
or your dreams,

Like getting a glimpse
inside of your brain

Many different ideas,
dreams, hopes,
and annoyances

floating around.

It was a very nice read.

Tour during dry season

 In the bus floating over the land
scanning the land for interesting forms
The rains had died down weeks ago
Seldom a sign of their floods

Tour guide mute
sky slowly extending it's right hand
All the way through the window
To shake my little hand

Dust was hissing and spinning up
As the tyres dug into dry turf
The hazey plumes in the wake of the bus
Stole any scenery from our recent past



Shrine stuck

 I made a shrine out of jenga pieces
They were wooden
But sorcery turned them into concrete
I built something tall

Something with a void in its middle
So that I would be able to make offerings
I would make the religious envious
How cunning I had been

For strong winds couldn't topple it
the hardened pieces weighed into place
Just like a highrise
stuck in place


The old gray station wagon

 The old gray station wagon
Bane of my life
The stench of sweat and drying algae
Hands unpack the contents then reach for beers

By the time it's empty it's time to fill it again
A plan forms and mouths sing
A keyboard comes out and people give in
appealing to the anxiety in their souls

The gray station wagon
Is diry and the battery is treacherous
The backseats are lying flat to allow more room
Someone sleeps there now hangover due in a few hours

What a mess it is sidewalk is full of the gear
indifference and laziness
good singing voiced
prospering alcohilism