sábado, 13 de julho de 2024

The importance of failed courtship

 I was young it was brazen lust
The kind that affected your brain your walk your emotion
lost in imagination feelings of missing out
fear or ridicule rejection or complexity

we seek heat and excitement by instinct
it didn't have to be learned
however, the way I failed pointed out
a real misunderstanding

After the euphoria we seek fusion
Union friendship empathy sharing
trapped by the strong desires
the confused mess spills out scaring her

Then back into the pain of self discovery
The thousand unreal fears that seem to want to come to fruition
a state of gripping timidness holds us and represses our best traits
frustrating a possible romance and encouraging rivals

By the time we reclaim ourselves
our potential mate is wedded and pregnant
our awkward meetings embarrass expiating nothing in ourselves
Those strong desires underneath dampened and ground down

Well wishing and overpolite drivel
take the place of bare honesty that so needed to exist
after many such elegant despondencies love I found
one that inspires life and hope

look out at the masses today
men who had conquered love
broken and cynical
Cold where heat should be


Nenhum comentário:

Postar um comentário