Youth makes you feel aligned when your right off track silly, youth makes you leak energy like an old lorry leaking oil.
Side to side you wink and nod laughing uncontrollable decades of jeer stack it up.
Disproportionate youth chaotic accelerating uncomfortable through the predictable phases.
Friends are twins
Rehearse those wins
Pubic hair covering it all
hiding what once was
Everything is interesting everything is boring so lost you force yourself to be found in some discarded opinion you picked up after school. In some assembled identity.
Seek some syndrome or spectrum to put yourself on, you can explain your behaviour what a tickle swaying through the false serious meetings with parents. Pretend to be convinced.
Just a list of excuses a convenient diagnoses a ticket to a program you couldn't get into by merit,
pubic hair covers it all.
Oh you discovered sarcasm
now you rehearse those examples
as if spells for wizard's apprentices
In a convoy of walking talking stuffed animals
Disproportionate and chaotic through those thousand school days. Messing through the moods and those conflicts, the internal temperatures and the hellish nature of growth.
Tidal waves of shame that seem to be conjured offshore yet they surge from your own extremities, that rushing turmoil that you have no tools to stop. Washing over you again and again.
interrupting your identity.
Self confidence a sharpened axe
Oh the emotion so distant from facts
The hole in understanding the longing...
The uneasy diffusion of hormones
These adults around you certain they have a classification for your species. Hilarious wastes of people, whose chosen identities give them temporary peace and purpose. Yes follow them, stick in that IV drip whenever your life is a hospital. The car horns beep colleagues burst into laughter. learn to be selfish again a party person taking a chance with pleasure not yet proven.
Late nights also supply all the hazards
To create memorable regrets
For your human story
The one you've ignored so far
Meaninglessness somewhere down the road to greet you like your new employer. What a special day
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