oh how this life glides
planting seeds in the long rows of time
Until the plants grow high enough
to obscure the soil
those wells of time
swirling deep within the ground
steaming up into reality
obscuring the urgency
daily life a thick sandwich
you never get through
events as meaningless as the weeds
that compete with the plants of time
Not anchored or tended like them
strangers and intruders you dress as best friends
inject your own little meaning
Daily life a thick syrup
life glides upon the surface
you see an empty lot
weeds and mosquitoes
It could be a garden instead of a barren site
terça-feira, 25 de abril de 2023
In the soil of time
domingo, 23 de abril de 2023
An asian economy
We pulled rocks out of the pond to make way for more water for those fish
but the water just continued to go down
across the bridge dusty pale planks over the bigger lake
racing past an old memory
Back toward the village
pedestrians drift a long unconscious
My friend is a big eater
he was served a piece of asia
The backrooms of the feasting hall went on and on and on
Through the doors and curtains back toward the hall
The tables were empty grins replaced food
The cashier wore a toortsog
A very convincing soothsayer
Those old hills my friends
The hills I'd befriend and move around with
caress them with my motorbike
They bring me high as I climb them
take me down as I descend
The tongue in a meal
rising and falling
in contemplation of each texture
the leaves and pasture
Rolling up and down those hills
long juicy driveways
satisfying my heart
those small cabins holding quiet families
the blue greens in the valley
steaming and flavoring the air
The real worm of the earth
He hit 17 like a worm in compost
poking up and wriggling insanely
falling onto the topsoil exposed
allured attracted vitality surging
but like a worm still blind
seeking the warmth of the brood
of the decomposition and darkness
aimlessly sewing through the mess
once up to the sunlight its all shock
for the worm mistook itself for the soil
once alone and exposed disoriented
The sun an unscrupulous judge dries him
Into a thin shred of purple red leather
quarta-feira, 19 de abril de 2023
That backward hormone
Backward toward wellington
he wore red under his clothes
Barely a man
convincing me of his narrative
before hell existed
clean paved roads
sloping downward and backward
existing into the past
towel over his hair
scared eyes hopeful
Back through Porirua
where new life hung from streetights
where drizzle blurred reality
clouded it with exhausting dreams
where other worldly entities interfere
Where they confuse, antogonize and jeer
The bully smile of a night
The baseball bat impact of a night
His pale skin trembling
for backwards into thse storm of a past
What is a garden?
what does one seek in a garden
Peace? Food?
Crops or amenity
nature simulated?
Symbols of what a garden could be
vitality
fertility
a living temple
terça-feira, 18 de abril de 2023
Divine mistakes
To err they say
Over a lifetime
is like walking on two feet over the earth
when they teach us how ugly our error is
we must bow our heads humbly
recieve the insult
Simple folk who seem to think of themselves as adults
the infant mind glaring out
doling out blame
a new cycle of embedded err
Paint children
call them wrong
Here stand the generations that make society
with appearances
we should imitate
One leg through school
very arm
like following in footsteps even doomed ones
bias are our veins
our personal life and death
Our typical choice in vice as mice vaccinated and spliced
they teach us there are no second chances
painted children hands open minds too
a destiny in some algorithm
domingo, 16 de abril de 2023
holly cost
it dresses itself in low pine
seasons blanket
nights sinister grin
the bark of the tree
the wooden panels of the houses
the Drude ensconced among the undergrowth
eyes in the air
crawling up the street twigs marching alive
the pavement smiles
gestapo lips
The wretched Drude
it lurches forward whining in a low tone
freezing surfaces
wiley holly bent out of shape
Drooping prickly leaves
beneath the serpent fearful frowns
The drude conjures seedling roots
seedlong into the settlement
an attempt at a smile
complicit ears and mouths
Those footsteps creating a one way road
away from life
up through a chimney
The cursed leaves were not oaken
they were prickly ilex
viscum album in the zyklon fogs of abaddon
sábado, 15 de abril de 2023
Unholy gluttons
Fasting comes during the fall
gods happy wall
fasting such a small sacrifice
a hungry smile
A stomach growling
such a holy thing
a growing urge to eat
halted by a salty morality
After the fall
The fall of winter
The fall of Christ
The fall of darkness
From the gateway of lack
the mouth and stomach restless
looking out with veiny eyes
upon the blinding coming summer
summer when hundreds lived
food was scarce yet people shared
after the spring
after heat waves
those many hours of light
each day brightening
more and more
it goes by so fast
Not a glutton upon the season
The bump
pulsating up this vein like a bolt of lightening
human history a blinkshot
high speed moment like water through a hose
bursting out on the present like a spray of our reality
this little human experience
a blip on the radar
a worms kick
suddenly your standing talking and pretending to be a person
what a road this is
that we have built
that we wear down with vehicles
like bodies through houses
coursing through those predestined set years
the tunnel of time as it were
then barreling out absorbed by the ground and air
non the wiser
domingo, 9 de abril de 2023
Designing creation
Two gods were toying with the idea of manifesting into physical form
They created more people women and men
landed on earth in human form and became fisherman
The god of fertility threw a fruit onto the lake
Both gods watched it float
and the god of fertility exclaimed
-we shall like this fruit live on the earth forever
And never disappear from existence
The god of land picked up a big stone
throwing it in the lake as if to overshadow fertility
and exclaimed -We shall like this stone disapear from existence
never to return to the world of the living
and so mortality became real
Fertility accepted it and the land god accepted it
Yet when land god lost his first child in a fishing accident
He desperately pleaded with the fertility god to take it back
It was however decided
And deep down the land god knew it
he had won the argument
yet lost something a million times more precious
The news feed
Some of these people seek misery
mouthfuls of it directly into their ears and eyes
the rotten as if they were sugary desserts
to feel the repugnant pang of disgust
as if they were stimulations
the grim news tickling their hearts
and envious upper organs pretending to be the heart
absorbing the tight feeling of sickened emotion
tainting the energy of the blood
The cool nausea of knowing they have it better
to actively involving themself in the sordid details
they are a neglected alley wall despite the moss and grime
they are ready to recieve mindless tagging
So the humble passer by may digest it from you
as if you were the reporter holding back tears magnanimously
Patience and lawyers
A dim cloudy dusk
a flavor you could taste
soapy potato puree
streetlights impatiently wait
The city fifteen minutes drive
where cousins run companies
style and groom themselves
status impatiently waits
the dim grey blue concentrated in the valley
cooler air encouraged pedestrians to crowd the few cafes
waiting for their suit wearing cousins
who would arrive with priceless smiles
Sharp wet branch inspection
Water fell across the floor
flowing across it
making the whole building damp
the water covered those blue white tiles
creating a mirror for the ceiling lights
employees were late and confused
trying to find dry areas to change out of their clothes
the sun outside couldn't dry the floors
Soon the important people would arrive
blame would be distributed as if some rare reward
anger and taunt well measured as if rehearsed
as if cherished that sweet redistribution of hurt
terça-feira, 4 de abril de 2023
Niece is ten
The youngest niece is ten
Happy birthday Paige
Hope France knows how to praise
On this specific special day
you already know
how to laugh, enjoy and to play
apprecier the day and the sushi cake
your moment of more fun less cares
and just on about ten years
happy returns you will hear
from friends and family
more than just three cheers
segunda-feira, 3 de abril de 2023
Gawkers of the house model
The gawkers
will solve your life
they watch your house
The gawkers are taking control of your life
They have a little model of your house
the gawkers are spending time observing it
Encased in glass your dream home intact
Their eyes running over the sweet design of it all
stately conifers almost Japanese
The gawkers can see it through
they've set themselves up like a stake out
Night no obstacle they pour light into the model
The state of mind
A driveway the group up in it
As if teens outside their highschool
The gawkers will save your life
your dream
I think
domingo, 2 de abril de 2023
The burden of life
The embryo here in my hand
looking up at me the foreign statue
as we climb the escalator
the walls are long wide clocks
canoes and bicycles
downward downward just concrete
the light comes in enough to illuminate our faces
from the broad windows
the life in me should echo down through generations
should have a voice to speak into the clean well
dug and laid by the hands of our own arms
In this noctambulist generation
Those same hands join to pray
That this well will sustain great ambitions
beyond the fooled audiences of today
Kind embryo may burden strengthen you