Worth loving

 You haven't spoken to me in three years
Whose fault is that?
That's yours you didn't respond.
You didn't come back home when Dad died

Yeah I stayed put because I could have lost everything
Ok but noone gives a shit about your life
exactly bro you didn't care that I would have lost it all
No it's just cause you don't care about our family

Sure about that little brother
Simon you don't care about anyone except yourself
So there's nothing I can say to change your mind
You can go fuck yourself Simon have a nice life

Ok Bro I guess you know best, I would be relieved to be as self certain as you
Simon you were always a fuck up
Sure I didn't have the knack of fitting in like you and I sure aint as proud as you
I'm not proud, I'm just right

Does being right serve you when you insist! must people tolerate you.
You don't know what you are talking about
though look at the words still reaching for the higher ground
I resent that

Your resentment is yours alone
So I guess our silence is warranted fuck head
Have faith one day you'll know how to love
you are not worth loving

Obviously I am worth loving, it is after all a love I give yet not expect back