A few seconds a head

 I was leaning on the wall to the garden
it feeds us and heals us
My elbow on the brick edge
pondering what the world should be like

The wind blows life arrives
cape and lightening bolt
cartoonish importance
here to stick it to me

On the sidewalk in the silent afternoon walk
Life there a few seconds in front of me
cooking up the next little event
should I rub my hands together

Life teaches me through these experiences
dizziness overcomes my state
In dullness color is the luxury
In heat cold the rarity

life will teach me what I really want
Life will teach me what I don't want
forgive those who are content within the nightmare
Forgive those owned by overheated desires