kabutz brothers

One of the twin brothers pushed me away
telling me it was their party
Not exactly excluding me
the twins slapped each other on the backs

They showed me the lights
the wonderful atmosphere
all of the treats I wouldn't take part in
their freckles and grins make me thankful 

Their sister approached me
optimistically inviting me back
though this dark room and these expensive lights 
hold no appeal to the shadow of my soul

Deep down I was relieved not to be assumed
Not to become another guest
amongst the mediocre cluster
Kabutz brothers unsure of my departure