Misgivings

Sometimes life squeezes the evil out of you just to prove
you´re not as righteous.
Never bring a conscience to a fist fight.
Sometimes life just forces you to puke at the worst
possible moment,
Teenage binge drinking nights.
There are times when you could have grabbed
an opportunity.
Yet you let it fall like a delicate glass,
stain yourself with self pity.
And those times when you went headfirst
into a hellhole where it didn´t fit.
My misgivings somehow make me whole,
I am erroneous truth be told!
Some of you bluff perfection,
Judging not I say better fake than fold.