On that unfulfillment

 You cannot have what you want
insisting does not make it so
willing it
obsessing

None of this will give you that one thing
Praying will not bring it
infatuation won´t
trickery also won´t

You pledge certain things
that you might be able to claim
Make promises and silly arrangments
You have acertained nothing

The universe is great
finds you pondering on your unfulfillment
Aiming as if through a rifle site
Yet the barrel faces you

You cannot have that thing
without it shooting back at you
wounding or killing you
faster than the other rides...    In the amusement park that you see inside your life.