Toilet training

 Adutlhood is for many the feeling of nappyrash
The defects we see in our parents attempts and care
We repeat subconsciously first then suddenly aware
We realize we have not changed the diaper

our disgusting full diaper

Full of pitfalls and clumsy mistakes based on neglect
Sitting on your bed complaining about all those things
The treatment or gifts they would never bring
Disappointment overly dumped on you

Knowing the mistake

feeling seeing and touching the error
A big mess that you cannot avoid going through
The toilet bowl completely free infront of you
for some frustrating reason you don't use it

Idiosynchratic traintracks into sewer

The diaper fills the nappy rash forms
You are an incompetent adult teen untamed
Child in adult's body searching for a container 
But time runs out and poop runs down