Non emotion

What a fan I am,
Nothing real.
Silent sarcastic smiling.
Work, home, work, home.
Pretend to have a life.
Waiting for a cataclysm.
Bored by people´s mannerisms.
Work, home boredom.
Earn a living, wear a smile decorum.
Non emotion.
A receipt, and a future possibility of a promotion.
Yes i´m a fan, but have no option.