A contradiction of ugly.

Sitting there your numb.
Your half deaf and you might aswell be dumb.
Your days are dribbling moaning and muttering.
Your hair covers your face and you utter stuttering
that you´re hungry.
The nurse says with a honey voice "what would like sweetpea"?
Your brain just can´t keep up with her words
so you say "whaaat?" Hearing your own voice tone absurd.
Her false smile widens and she says "would you like Ice cream?"
You utter a "Nnyess" resigned like a bad dream.
Because you are beautiful.
You are trembling flesh, a nurse´s purpose.
A soft statue- nations from another dimension worship.
An existance moist and awkward.
No pain, yet a frustration that clearly defines pain,
translates it like an immaculate interpreter.