In the background.

I´ve been fading out.
The hype has died down.
All that remains is painstaking me.
 
I´ve been absent even sitting in the same room.
Knowing my words and finger to the bone actions...
Will have little or no effect on her.
 
I´ve stuck my head into my notebook and scribbled.
Half writing and half invisible in the same room.
 
Hello´s and goodbye´s-
I witness as a tree in town square.
Nothing moves me but the breeze,
but that´s not her anymore.